10/6/11

Dating is Job

Right now I am looking for Life Partner  wife ect ,
I been dating alot hoping to find her
so far I have 3 who could be great choise but there 1 that really stands out.

9/22/11

how can you mend a broken heart?

Barry Gibb asked these Questions in a Song And how can you mend a broken heart? How can you stop the rain from falling down? How can you stop the sun from shining? What makes the world go round? How can you mend this broken man? How can a loser ever win? Please help me mend my broken heart and let me live again. I asked myself these Questions for many years I'd say around 20 years and I am still searching for answers. I think men and women have all asked at one time or another. For me I retreat to the quiet of my home and write For others they may go out with friends or just go back out and date. There's never one right answer for everyone The only answer is to just live again Wake up and do it Till it stops hurting Do what you feel heals your broken soul Days will grow to weeks and the heartbreak fade It will always be there as a scar on your heart But you will live on So how do mend a broken heart As best I can think of Only with time will it heal

Why I decided to write 1st book

People have always told me I have great mind and should Write my thoughts down.
When People have change to read my Poems and Thoughts on Facebook
also Many Models from MFC have like my Writing
I ask to Write a Book.

It was Some  models on MFC that talk me into Writing my 1st Book
I was worried about my Spelling and missing words
they told me even if I Miss word my Thoughts still come out.
so I always pushed if off and said the writing was just for fun
to clear my mind.

But I was told I was Depriving the world if my Gift
So Finally did it

I am sure new Poem and thoughts book some time but for now
I am just enjoying writing for the sake for it.

Don't Turn your back on Love


I wrote this last year and it Also in my Book you can buy at Lulu.com.
The link is on right hand side of this page

Love is a funny thing... is it not 
It makes as all Crazy but we crave it
It makes us what we are ..Human.
Love Breaks us
it molds us into people where are meant to be.
when one loves
there are many Trillions of doors
some Doors will close to us .
Down the road of life new Doors of love will open
we have to take the Blinders off to see them Clearly . 



Sometimes love is there and we just don't see it... WHY ?
cause we are still not over the last door that closed Before us.
Love is Relentless
You can't run
You can't hide
It will find you .

also sometimes love likes to play Tricks on us
it will make you make a choice.
Door A or Door B
a Left turn or a right one .
These choices Shape us mold us
it makes better lovers friends and people.

Sometimes a door you want to go threw shuts Quickly
you have to back track or go forward.
Cause the door you should have gone threw in 1st place is still open.
again love changes the game and remolds you

Love is not fair
Love is Blind
But without it we are not Human
We claw for it and we need it
we Desire it and it is what makes us ... Us

Romantic love is what makes us Human.
there are very few Creatures in our world that share this value
if one closes their heart to love
they lose what it is to be human.
if all they have is sex with others (cold and meaningless)
then they are are not human anymore
You lose out on what it is to be Human.
yes love is Painful at times
It is life draining but it also is also Life giving
It is the one of things us Humans need more food water and Shelter
it is to be loved by others.

Remember don't close off your heart when one door closes another opens
Yes you'll hurt till you find that person and you'll hurt offen.
But when you find that person you'll never be the same.