You don't not see me

You don't see me

I'm here but you do not see me
You choose not to
I speak loudly
But to you I am silent
I am filled with emotion
But you are blind to it
I am angry that you do not see
But you're too naive to see the truth

I am here but you do not see me
Everyday I struggle
The mental Boogeyman Dancing in my Head
Laughing and destroying my thoughts
But you do not see me
You go about your day
Never acknowledging my mental anguish
I'm here but you do not see me

I have the right to be angry
The right to live
The right to have a family
But you have denied me this
Because of my disability
Because of my mental pain
You don't care
I am here but you don't see me